Our Crystal Heart Foundation

About Jaiann

I especially enjoy being a Mother & Grandmother, New Energy Consultant, Lightwalker, Creative Writer, Nature Photographer and being creative in cooking and gardening. I feel so blessed to be a Mother of 4 children and Grandmother of 4 grandchildren! I especially love and feel fulfilled communicating with Nature in all her diversity. I share freely of myself as a loving, joyful Spiritual Being, enjoying an extraordinary unconditional loving & compassionate Human experience.

I’ve experienced many years of learning how the 3D duality world operates from my personal life experiences, education and working in many different areas of the labor market. Through many experiences of “trial and error”, gradually over time, I finally accepted I just didn’t have it in me to play the competitive “hard ball” games required to be “successful” in that world. It sure was a challenging choice to “leave” that world and seek to discover, understand and develop myself in some other way. Since making this choice, it’s been a way of choosing inner self reliance, Self Love and Self Trust over fear of not belonging anywhere - and my life has improved so much! Beginning within me with a new center - an inner peace and serenity - then gradually expanding outward into new perspectives of the external situations in my life, which in turn changed my involvement in each of these, and thus my experiences themselves!

My inner work and transformations really began around 1970 when I felt my first awakening and rumblings of the great changes to come in my life when I read a book entitled, “I’m OK, You’re OK”, by Richard Harris, M.D., the first sentence of which is: "Throughout history one impression of human nature has been consistent: that man has a multiple nature." After this, I got into Transactional Analysis and the book by Eric Berne, M.D., “Games People Play”. This reading opened the first door to a new understanding of myself life as I began to see the various aspects of me were manifesting in a variety of human dramas, playing out through my various personalities according to the requirements of the drama surfacing at the time. Eventually I even came to see how these various aspects were symbolic of the essence of other lifetimes of mine. Thus, I was able to see how multi-faceted I am and life is, while also seeing how all my lifetimes are integrated within my presently focused present life, and there is no need to go back into the past to understand who I am.

Since 1974, when I became divorced and it seemed like a bomb had dropped in my life, dissolving everything familiar to me, I’ve been internally focused, listening to guidance from within, since nothing external made any sense whatsoever given my life at the time. At that time I was first led into studying, developing and practicing a New Energy Spiritual Astrology-- as a Divine Science, based on the perpetually evolving and expanding harmonious Universal Cycles of Life. This broader perspective was the only way I could comprehend anything in my life and gave my life meaning. Over the years, I saw how the multi-faceted characters and dramas playing out in my life are symbolized by the planets and their house placements in my own natal chart and how these various aspects of myself and the dramas unfolding are activated by transits and people who come into my life with planetary energies connecting with mine. My multi-faceted personality and multi-dimensionality living became fact for me, rather than something sounding like it was from a far out sci-fi story!

I also studied Numerology as a Divine Science, providing some more depth to my spiritual perspective and understanding of my own purpose and cycles of my life. I’ve studied and practiced several forms of Divination including Tarot and Runes which have enhanced my intuition/ESP; I’ve enjoyed my own inner Self-inspired practice of Kundalini Yoga & Zen meditation; I’ve loved studying Metaphysics, Quantum Physics, Spiritual Psychology, Parapsychology, Academic Psychology; Eastern & Western Philosophies; Macro Economics; Parent Effectiveness Training; and the fundamental substance of many known cultures & religions -- ancient-ancient, ancient, old, and modern. Plus much more…far too numerous to list here or anywhere! LOL!

Beginning in the late 1970’s I experienced an intense prolonged “enlightenment” – a major uplifting shift in consciousness - through reading, absorbing and assimilating The Seth Materials (Jane Roberts) and its energy essence, whereby I felt an intense and deep connection with inner multi-dimensional energies and felt I’d found “My World” & My Self in a Big Way! It was through this experience that I became aware of and acknowledged my Soul/Oversoul energies. I began to really feel my Soul essence, and receive communication from my Soul Essence via my Higher Self. Thus, the Seth Materials and creating my own reality by my choice of beliefs, and my perceptions of myself & my own life was a significant cornerstone in my path.

I’ve been discovering and uncovering all my visible and invisible beliefs, thoughts and feelings for over 30 years now, delving ever deeper into the many layers of cultural, religious, scientific, educational, social and personal beliefs I’d been living as “my truth”. Many have been conflicting beliefs which have caused me much inner conflict and the resulting confusion in my life through the years. With the release of each “conditioning/programming” belief-“truth”, I first felt as if a rug had been pulled out from beneath me, that I’d really thrown some weird “monkey wrenches” into my life, and then gradually began to discover a dissolution of and release from internal conflicts with a new sense of freedom within me, my perception and experience of life! I’ve resolved most inner conflicts by allowing my beliefs & perceptions to become limitless, non-judgmental - expanding beyond the “norm” and encompassing both sides of any conflict, which in turn evolved into the transcendence of both sides into an entirely new level of comprehension and experience.

This all has become a much faster, easier process over the last couple of years! I’ve come to the point of understanding there is no “One Truth”, that “truth” is perpetually evolving, as I am, as everyone is and as all life is!

In 1990, I moved from Upstate New York to the San Diego, CA, area where I was fortunate to land a position as a professional psychic for an internationally advertised psychic telephone hotline. Within a year, this “job” morphed into something completely brand new with another company! I was blessed and given an opportunity to help give birth to a new business and evolve my own professional life into my passion as a Professional Spiritual Astrologer with Twelve Signs, Inc.!! It was here that I really felt the requirement to hone all my inner senses, to develop my own inherent personal skills as an Intuitive Astrologer.

This is when I began unconditionally trusting my own inner resources, my ESP inner senses, and deeply felt my heart connection with my Higher Self and my Soul Essence. In this work, I talked via telephone with people all over the globe, from all walks of life, doing instant, spontaneous consultations on just about every issue imaginable! I also was required to “walk my own talk”, re-shaping my own inner character as I went along! I did this work for almost 10 years, before retiring to do private consulting, writing, working with and facilitating spiritual groups on the Interne, and working in various dimensions with the collective energies as the “Ascension ‘ process of Earth and Humans really got into evolving and expanding.

I am a deeply ultra-sensitive Empath and Intuitive, having sharpened these natural characteristics since early childhood. There was no big dramatic awakening to these skills/gifts, as I’ve just always had them, and have routinely used them in my ordinary every life throughout my life. I was an intuitive learner in grammar and high school, and intuitively found my way through life – into simple things like parking spaces, and more complicated situations such as new relationships and new places I’ve moved to. I use my Intuition, my many inner senses (ESP) - what I call my Heartsense - to feel my way through life.

I am what is known as an “Open Channel”. What this means is that I, as a human personality, acknowledge and give full permission and trust to my Higher Self to communicate from my Soul Essence to & through me. Anytime, Anywhere. I do not require any formal method such as meditation to be connected with my Higher Self, nor do I need to go into trance to be connected with and communicate with and from my Higher Self which communicates to me my Soul energy essence and guidance for my life. I’ve integrated the essence and energies of these into my everyday life experience and am now very comfortable with this. I don’t feel I need to rely on other “entities” embodied or not for reliable information or guidance.

It was in the year 2000 that I began joining with groups on the Internet; facilitating discussion groups on the Internet, and becoming consciously aware of my work in transmuting collective energies, as well as my own persona multi-dimensional energies, experiences and activities. I first began my “public life” with a wonderful website based in Scotland, Stella.UK, where I wrote a brief autobiography in support of women’s liberation issues prevalent in Scotland and the UK at the time, and then responded to a discussion thread for about a year based on this. Then I moved into sharing with and facilitating Soul Circle groups through the Gary Zukav, Genesis-Universal Human Foundation. In spring 2001, my way evolved to the Crimson Circle and the Tobias Materials (Geoffrey Hoppe). In summer 2004, my way evolved into participating in the Archangel Metatron’s Love and Empowerment Foundation Rainbow Alchemy Group work (Reniyah Wolf & Eva Aarrestad).

This “inner multi-dimensional work” has been highly fulfilling. All of these doings have been part of a gradual & highly satisfying process of disconnecting myself from attachments to the dense lower energies of fear (old energy belief overlays) most of the world is embedded in and participating in now. Everyday feel I am allowing myself to choose my experiences based upon what I love rather than what I fear. I am becoming increasingly clear about the differences between the two, and more comfortable as a human being – living in the Higher Frequency of Joy, Love & Wisdom – New Energy Living!

I am currently creating multi-dimensionally with the “New Energy”; grounding and embodying this energy on earth, as a New Earth (experience), connecting “heaven and earth”, building the bridge, so that it expands and becomes more easily available and effective for myself and everyone! This is highly experimental & experiential, as we all know, since we are all all-together finding our joy & passions, and creating the New World Energy ways and means as we go along, one step at a time, one day at a time. We create a new step once we take it!

Our Crystal Heart Foundation is a Vision which has stayed with me through all those many years, gradually evolving as the Universal One Heart Consciousness has evolved. I love how this New Energy Consciousness is continuously showing us that the more we respect, honor and share ourselves and our own resources, our unique individual experiences and energies, together as a team, the more we become aware of All That Is… and can be…

In Wondrous Joy,
Jaiann
April 2006

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